2:26 PM |
Friday, October 26, 2007
i am back frm training.. hiassits all abt hktrip..went bloghopping just now..saw this girl writen.."everything ended .yes i ruin it with my own hands.everything hurts like shit .i dont know how to go on .i dont know how .another relationship i cant bare to let go .memories keep flashing back .i cried the whole night .i told myself .it will be easy .but its easy to saytruth hurts but lie killya really .i lie and i kill his love for me .i hate myself "she wrote this to that guy:having someone that change so much for me seriouslyim really thankful.althought i dont have a chance to celebrate 2 months with you but seriously i already prepared what to do for youthanks for working so hard to get me birthday present . really very thank ful .im really blessed to know you .althought we everytime quarrel but seriously this period of time i really love you alot . able to be the girl that you love the most in your life im really very touched . im sorry . i might hurt you in this period of time or dissppoint you but still i love you . now things over . i really hope that we are still friends [:i know its gonna be hard to get over everything . cause you gonna miss my morning call .my irritating face my sleeping face on web cam . my stupid-ness& of cause i gonna miss you too . but still we got to move on and get over everything . hopefully the next girl you meet will be someone better then me & of cause will love you [:take care .how saddamm sad.. ):i know how she feel..(be strong)realise why issit that all rls are lidat..is there really really ture love that can last..if there is pls tag my blog.. (:i think i gonna lose one lifebudd already..hiass.. as time pass everything goes away..everything just went so wrong at home..why issit always me to face this myself..arghhhhhhLabels: hiassss