12:20 PM |
Monday, October 01, 2007
hias wad a bad day...woke up.. not tired not anything.. and off i go for my match..took a cab there.. waste money agn hiasss..thn reach there as unusal do warmup.. and i dun feel any like pain or wad everything was fine got the energy to play.. hmmback to back matches... i didt get to play for the first match...and i was on the starting line up for the second match which is with stomp... HIASSS i was playing outfeld and right feld happen to be so muddy and wet...arghhhfirstly was a error by me...secondly i dunno wad happen i tot that wasnt my ball so i didt run and get the ball...error by me agn..i was like wth hiasss i was sub out beacuse of that hia..i was rdy to play.. and i dunno wad my fucking brain is all thinking abt...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhia...and the hongkong trip..most of redsox player is going.. i want to go too its like who dunwan to go like see wad the outer world is like..but can i go?hiaasss..i wish i was a rich kid and i got no money problem.. arghhhi am just a kid who failed my olvl... went into ITE.. retaking my olvl this yr promise to do my best to go into SP.. not a rich kid..fucking attitude... more and more and more.. wads the meaning of having this type of life..yes i know its our life.. we chose our life.. we can make our life good rich educated... its we who must work hard to have all this..work hard work hard..thats only a phase that even can be said out by a small boy.. who cant do it..but i only know how to say.. i cant do it..i am damm lazy.. i am damm blur.. confuse.. damm fucking attitude.. stubbon..and as wad they say tok cock.. wad more i can be?nth else more..arghhhhhthings just dun go right for me..yes trying to be ''always thinking on the bright side help'' yes its help only for a time being..after that black and white come back into my life agn..HIASSSSSSSSSS..i am starting!! chaging!!! working out!! working things out!!TML!!
indeed a bad daywad will my rest of the days be...woooo~ feeling so good after saying out all this cause i cant find any others whom i can chat with or tell all my problem inside my heart to..maybe last time have one but now no longer have anymore..thanks blogspot.. (:watched corner with love just now..one day a guy asked a gal to close her eyes and descible how he looks like in his heart.. she told him everything.. not missing every single part of him.. and he say i hope this will reminds in ur heart like forever..rmb this?Labels: everything seems to be fine for others but not me..
