5:11 PM |
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
yes i found a job...
but i am not happy at all...
for you.. i have to go find a job and give up on everything..
i give up my training and the national team that i always wanted to go in.. but it seem like i have nth at all now..
workk wad so good abt it.. yes getting money thn spend tym out there thn doing nth at home.. thats the good part..
but human do have many other things to do..
i nid to think abt you.. softball other fucking stuff that bother me...
thn u keep forcing me to do thing i dunwan to.. nv understanding me and only know how to call me to work.. find job.. i know i need a job cause i am really out of cash... really really..
but i nid to think of many other things thn money.. my dream? softball? national team? wads all that? NOW.. nth..cause i have a job now...
out of national team, softball, you.. i chosen JOBS..
cause i know how important is that...
pls understand me.. i am not born like u all..
i am not born in a rich family..
no $ pro... no family pro...
knowing how lucky u are having no pro but making out pro..
u know how xia mu i am having such a carefree family..
pls treasure everything before u regret at the end..
i just wan all of you to understand..
diff ppl have diff kind of life..
i belong to the poor family with pro..
i nid to work to get my own money... cause no one will understand or u will nv understand of the finacal crisis of the family..
do u have the feeling of just having 20 bucks for the whole family or just even 10 bucks...
that wad i get and that feeling suck but u can only seee but do nth to help that sucks more..
so something thats nth to chose for me.. cause i have to workk god and decided a way for me..
not like many of you having ur intrest playing wad u wan doing wad u wan.. cause u all are much more lucky... i chose to work among softball.. national team cause i need to know which one is more impt for me..i nid to pass this finacal crisis now.. i am still young i still can continue my softball in a past few yrs tym.. but if i dun settle the pro we are having now.. thats it..TREASURE EVERYTHING BEFORE ITS TOO LATE..
