3:58 PM |
Thursday, November 02, 2006
1101..
first day if the month....
hoping everything went on smoothly... guess not.. thinking of closing dwn the blog..
not gonna blog or i should say shall hide everything to myself and myself.. learning to study alone doing things alone.. all alone walking...
had not been feeling good this few days but life have to goes on..tym is not gonna stop for me.. and i got so many thing to be donee.. care for ppl think for ppl everything do for ppl.. i nv had some a little just that little time for me to rest within the 24 hrs..
early in the morning.. waking up is a problem i cant get out frm my bed cause i am feeling damm terrible.. forced myself to wake up and wash up and head to sch to study.. study awhile and all of them nid to go so i went to mac and study there myself... sitting there like a lonely studying seeing others having frend beside cause i dunwan to go home and i know i wont study at home.. so i study at mac waiting waiting waiting.. feeling so sick so feverish and forced myself not to go home cause i want to wait!!!!! WAIT arghh.. okeis and it rained and i got no choice but to walk in the rain.. reached home ate a cup noodle and get some rest and went out agn..
its like a dream being with you everynite walking back the same old way that we used to walk.. chat, play, making fun.. as wad u say this gonna end some day.. stop? hias imagine walking alone the same old route but alone.. hows the feeling? yes i felt sorry really sorry for wad i had done.. but some thing when u let the onli change to go past u.. u will nv ever gonna get it back.. promise killes.. i will nv gonna brk any further promise anymore.. everything changes between us guess the old style nv gonna come back.. onli things that wont change is that i still love you nv gonna let go of ur hand.. thinking back i deserve all this shiit.. guess irwin gonna change..yea i am trying trust me one day..!thinking back.....onli one thing that i have make a rite choice is that.. )()*&%$made alot alot of wrong choices.. *&(*^%((&hias i am sorry but everything still gonna change...i love you..
