10:28 AM |
Thursday, September 28, 2006
brk dwn in the afternoon..arghh my heart really sunk one big holeee...hias i must face the fact one day.. you will leave me one day..but i just cant face the fact why why why...the day i just give on u is the day i give up on my design.. arghhhhhh DESIGN..beginning to hate design.. i onli know how to say keep saying that i love design..but IRWIN wad do u know abt design.. not even a single thing cant even design a thng for ppl and u call urself a design lover...cant even draw haohao and cant even design a shirt cant even design sneaker..i tot that is the thing that u wan to make THN why cant u make it good nice!!! HUHhias maybe i shouldt love design..maybe frm the start i have made all my choices wrong.. TOTALLY WRONG...i am start to face the fact..i am real scare..wad can i do i onli can hide keep hiding.. i am tired of having this type of life..arghhhh.....i will nv throw my white flag out..same to you..i wont give up on the love that i am giving u now.. nv ever...u can chose not to love me but u cant stop me frm loving you...i will change.. change to a better man..wait.. better irwinn will be up..my angles will still fly around u to pass you all my love to you..i wont give up on you..i will still crawl even u already know how to walk and even you walk away frm my life.. i will learn how to walk and find you back..thinking wad should i do without you..thinking wad will i turn to without you in my life..thinking how would i survive without you..only you make a different in my life..no matter wad happen my heart will nv change..i love you..
