6:16 AM |
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i get so worked out just now...i cried like hell just now u may think that its gay but i dun give a damm.. i am really dwn really really dwn..i dunno wad happen to me i cried alot just now.. its really a very long tym that i cried like today..u like wad is the feeling of it..?i get calls after calls i really going mad...i nid a listing ear rite now.. but i cant find anyone to..i wont find dumb cause she is busy.. i would suffer by myself..i am really suffering but wad can i do...how am i to slove this pro... i am not god i have my own life too i dun own anyone else i living... why am i that fucking stress..i cant do anyhitng... i cant eat cant slp NTH that i can do...i will get call and call!!!!! CALLSSSS arghhhargh i dunwan to off my phone wad for when i have a phone and i must off it..wtf have i done why must i always be the one to take all this rubbish...i promise i wont spend my bdae wif the ppl i dunnwann too.. no one can force me to!!!why am i crying just now i think that i wont ever cry for since a thing WHY.. but i cant control myself u know how much tear i shear just now... tear after tear i didt cry so much for that long tym kaes.... arghhhhi dun have anyone to tok to...no ones shares with me i have to suffer it by myself...its real suffer..dumb jiayou in ur studies..i promise i wont nv cry like today anymore...FUCKER IRWINNNNNN......early bdae wish...-pass my olvl and able to go into the design couse..-enjoy my bdae..-changing my spec asap..-leting all my wish come ture...-dun get call after another...-getting a new sch shoes..-getting a new sch bag that i wan..-no more crying..-get ppl to treat irwin better-able to be happy everyday-let irwin do wad he wan everyday-let irwin to have freedom-concentrate on my studies...-dumb must be happy everyday without having problem..-dumb must get good grades..-dumb must concentrate on studies..-not letting dumb to cry anymore..at least..-WORLD PEACE!! (v)
